The entire Iran war debate can really boil down to one question: What are we doing there?

Our elected officials have offered scattered opinions while leaks to the mainstream and alternative media continue to paint contradictory assumptions regarding the how—and who encouraged America to jump into yet another maelstrom in the Middle East. The picture of this burgeoning quagmire remains disordered with the kaleidoscopic colors of abstract analysis.

Competing claims and inherited assumptions have obscured the real meaning of this conflict — exposing a disoriented political environment that can distinguish fact from fiction.

The increasingly meretricious substitute for beginning judgements about what is actually happening leads many of us (myself included) to search for some sort of construct for understanding.

So, first of all, far more than reacting to the latest headline, viral clip, or political statement from one or another, understanding the conflict also demands sorting through the messy layers of posturing and disinformation that have been used over the past few weeks to shape public perception.

It has become virtually impossible to understand how America, Israel, Iran, China, Russia, and the constellation of Middle Eastern countries and the European nations are involved in this ever-escalating conflict — especially due to the increasing prevalence of AI-generated terror content and the expanding suppression of information.

There is also the added factor that the language of war requires us to decode the expanding panoply of three- or four-letter acronyms (NATO, GCC, IRGC, IDF, NTC) associated with the decision making — coupled with the confusing glossary of names (Khamenei, Soleimani, Mousavi), operation titles (Epic Fury, Roaring Lion), and locations (Hormuz, Isfahan, Kermanshah) that makes our political reality seem more akin to a Hollywood script.

The lore of our entanglement takes further interpretation when attempting to sort through the differing studies of foreign policy approach (realism, idealism, neo-liberalism and conservatism, rules-based international order) and, then add the revision of America’s post-9/11 adventurism, the Gulf Wars, and even World War II — it can all become exhaustingly absurd.

If what you thought was consensus reality begins to seem even more like a fantasy, then there is also the further issue of Trump’s coalition fracturing both from the outside and from within.

For some, this might be their first journey through a clash of civilizations. However, for me and many others this is the eternal recurrence that is American foreign policy.

The questions concerning the latest conflict have given way to sort of (sur)realism of stultifying proportion. There have already been parallels made to Jean Baudrillard’s provocative assertion that the Gulf War “did not take place,” so I will dispense with diving into our “hyperreality.”

Because to truly attempt to answer the question of “What are we doing there?” requires taking on older, harder questions of the political being: What kind of regime do we understand ourselves to be? What ends can still justify sacrifice? What part of our judgment is responding to reality and what part to inherited myth? And does this latest intervention arises from deliberate statecraft or from a civilization still moving by habit through the ruins of its own postwar moral posturing?

This mindset requires swallowing some tough pills in order to understand how we ended up here. The entire matrix for how to understand strength and authority has become highly suspect as illusions of understanding have led each of us to sound like our own conspiracy theorist in an attempt to map the territory of impossible knowledge; with each of us extending spools of red strings and sticking infinite thumbtacks on the wall of a crumbling imagination.

Leaked intelligence, AI spectacle, insider rumor, and self-described experts all seem to carefully arrange themselves into the shape of perfect explanation—only because we can no longer bear the possibility that no coherent picture is available to us at all.

Maybe it’s better to not ask “What we are doing there?” and instead ask ourselves, “How do we want to feel about us being there?”

What story do you want to believe? Who do you trust at this point? What narrative still allows everything to feel as though it will somehow all be OK?

More than understanding the reality of the absurd, something that is surely doomed to failure,  maybe the harder task is to seek a personal pressure release from permanent crisis as the Iran war is just the latest in a long line of disasters that have plagued our American conscience.

We crave to understand. We oscillate between suspicion and reassurance, skepticism and dogmatism, apocalypse and rebirth. What is known among the infinitely unknowable is our intuition towards seduction of a total explanation.

Maybe, just maybe, we can admit that some realities cannot be rendered fully legible, and that any event as we experience is less a stable reality than a contest over how to feel, what to fear, and which story can momentarily still the anxiety of not knowing — because we most certainly will not know “What are we doing there?” anytime soon—or possibly ever.